I'm officially addicted to Grey's Anatomy, like almost every other person I know.

But all I could think during tonight's show is that I want to find that someone who will cry like their heart is breaking when (if) they find out I just didn't make it. I'm actually talking about Omar, not Izzy, but both apply I guess. It's times like those - even though they're unrealistically portrayed on tv - that let me know that I will have something special eventually and it's okay that I don't have it right now.

hm, i'm tired and I'm not sure that makes sense. good night!